Surrender before the cross

In Matt 26:36-46, our Lord was going through something that probably made him feel more human to me than any other time.  He was fighting for surrender.  In knowing he would be separated from His Father because of sin he would carry.  He would be alone because not only God but his friends would abandon him.  Surrender is a challenging prospect to think that we would have to do in our lives, but sometimes it is easy for us to surrender.  Some of us it may take a long time and the truth is a few of us will go to the grave, never surrendering your life to God's will for your life.  I have been praying a lot for surrender.  For the past several months, I have had insecurities about my job situation.  My contract was to run out next year and I was not sure if we would live here.  I have had a number of interviews, one even being in my hometown and one recently, about 2 weeks ago for a position here.  I never heard from the one in Abq, but I heard on Tuesday for the one here, not only was more money, more responsibility, but it came at the perfect time when my heart was surrendered. I know I could have this surrender because I have the example of Jesus going before the cross.  

Prayer Circles

I decided a few days ago to pick up a book that my wife had been reading called Prayer Circles. It opens up talking about a man named Honi, a Jew in first century B.C., that drew persecution from the prayers he supplicated to God.  Like Jesus, he was persecuted for his devotion to God, but the Lord heard his prayers.

As I continued to read the book first several chapters, I learned how specific prayers need to be.  Like Honi, Elijah and many other prophets, prayers were very specific and God heard those prayers, but so many of us, quit asking because He does not answer quickly.  I have been a participant in this.  I don't get the answer I want or no answer at, and I don't ask anymore or I forget to ask him, but I especially love praising through.

 Now the gates of Jericho were securely barred because of the Israelites. No one went out and no one came in. In Joshua 6, it says

2 Then the Lord said to Joshua, “See, I have delivered Jericho into your hands, along with its king and its fighting men. 3 March around the city once with all the armed men. Do this for six days.

The Lord had yet to physically give the city of Jericho into the hands of Joshua, but He already did.  He had "delivered" Jericho already into their hands even though he still needed to march around the city.  Isn't this the way God works in our life?  He has delivered us already from some special event that we prayed for, but we still pray for it?  God has shown us that we if pray through, believe that it has happened already, God will bless us with our faithfulness.  

Christ king response

I love the way that God never drew attention to himself, even when he came down as a man he was so simple, so humble, from birth to his death.  I ask myself do I do things to get attention or to get noticed? I believe for the most part I don't, but I do feel I want to be appreciated sometimes. 

God wants us to be grateful all the time. Through everything that Jesus went through I never saw the scriptures where he was not grateful,  This is convicting and it challenges my heart to not be self-focused.  Lord help me to see clearly your lordship, selflessness and the why you do things.  

Christ-Like Leadership

I have learned Christ-like leadership always begins with others in mind, a deep agape love for people, service and never about self.  The character to be more Christ-like always begins with daily time with the Lord and building fidelity in being like him everyday. Christ immediately set the standard by making it about others(Matt 4:19).  Christ continued to nurture to build his relationship with others and was never relational leadership. This also means believing in the purpose of which I was sent and instilling that into others, effectively enabling them to fulfill that same purpose.  

The Walking Dead response

Life is tough and challenging ,But through God these challenges should Be just bumps in the road.  Who doesn't wanna live a great life but I know as a christian living for god is rewarding, special, and everlasting.I want the everlasting reward set out for me.being a walking dead, or spiritually dead, is not an option.   As paul was talking about in romans one where people sought out their selfish desires,they engulfed themselves in their sin and forgot about the living god. It is so easy to be selfish, believe me I can be the most selfish person, but that's not me anymore.  I live for God and his righteousness. God has given me victory over many areas in my sinful nature, but I know it's still there it's so easy put me back to where I was before if I don't walk with God. I do live a life worthy of his calling and I wanna continue to do so.

Selflessness vs selfishness

After going through some lesson this morning about selflessness, I realize how selfish I want to be. This morning I woke up and i'm so tired. I don't know if it's from last night, how I slept, or whatever it is, I just wanna sleep. In my studies would selflessness the scripture that keeps coming up no matter what I read is philippines to where it says do nothing out ofSelfish ambition or vain conceit. I really like what the sky was saying about when somebody in his family becomes too self-centered "This is not about you. "  It should never be about us or myself but about how I could serve others. What will I do today? Will I think about others will I think about myself? Help me O God to crucify myself and to serve others the way yourSon did.

selfless prayer

as I have thought about yesterdays lesson, the man that was crying out to Jesus Was selfish. He wanted something that only Jesus Could provide. I thought about was guy as persistent in prayer as a j ew before Jesus came to earth Or was it this time Only When he saw the Son of man did he realize his Need for the Lord.  Mark 10 : 46-50.  I dint Know but from what I Can see, he believed in Jesus and he cried out to him.  He showed his need for Jesus and he healed him .  Prayer is My need for God . Yhis is where it becomes selfless because I realize that I can not do it On my Own.  I can not doit on my own I Need the Lord !  Lord hear my cries and plea ds just like B artilmeo.